Often times, I still feel like an outsider looking in at Lumps. There are just some things that my brothers in Christ at Lumps do/don't do/have done that kind of bother me I guess. It has alot to do with the fact that sometimes, some will literally ignore me; almost as if I'm not there. I get excluded quite a bit. It bugs me. I need to put these things to rest in my heart for if they continue to bother me, I will lose focus on what's really important. Pray for me.